Gifts

Sometimes I wonder when You give me this life is it a gift?
Sometimes I wonder when You plan my life this way is it a gift?
Sometimes I wonder when You let me experience the denial is it a gift?
Sometimes I wonder when I am sorrow and been reject is it a Gift from you also?

Thanks God actually I learned a lot.
I always stray my path from You but You still touched me in so many ways,
I always forgotten You yet You still remember me,
I always deny You but You not yet give up on me and still accept Me,
Thanks Lord.

I having a good time with You,
You let my life brighten with her,
Is her a gift from You too?
Lord may You look upon us.
Although we may face denial, we may face prosecute, may I have the strength to face it,
God I know You will bless us as always,
But Lord please let me know You more,
Use me, mold me, and let me be your light and salt,
Because You had given us the greatest gift, Peace, Joy and Love.
Thanks Lord.

Amen

Unknown

I not really know what happen to me.
I feel like i being anti-social.
I feel like my surrounding full with many unknown.
Human always scare of unknown so do me.
We scare ghost because we don't know how it look like,
We scare alien because we don't know how it being,
We scare exams because we don't know how to do,
We scare future because we don't know how are our future be.
It seem like Human always fear something they don't know.
I am fear to... However may God with me and I know that everything ahead is planned by Him.
This give me great comfort from this unknown world. Because my God knows everything.

Recently life is normal, nothing much just a normal university student life,
but sometime I just wonder why I being at here,
My temper is not very good,
I am emotional,
I am aggressive,
I don't know to control my temper.
However I hope I can change it.
I hope that I will not hurt others with my evil tongue anymore.
but instead of just hoping I also try my best to improve it.
Lord you give me the strength, confident, and peace that You tell me I can do it.

These days I hope can write my blog in a prayer form. Since i got many thing wanted to express to Him. I know lord will read my blog and very hi-tech cause He is the all know~

confirmation

Since long time I haven't updated my blog.
It been busy lately for assignment, presentation, quiz and etc
Its been sometime I get along with her, I found out many thing had happen in me and her.
I been accuse, been gossip, even been disrespect.
Sometime life make me feed-up but luckly I having her all along.
I kinda sad for her for getting along all those bad things because of me.
We even quarrel for a time yesterday because I want a confirmation about our relationship stand point.
Is kinda hard for me because I not really know where I stand for now.
However I forget to care about how she feel in this.
Really emotional these days due to hectic workload, deadlines and some personal problem.
I really need to learn to control my emotion.

p/s: I really do care thats why I asked

In Christ alone

Many thing happens
Sometimes keep think I still immature
Perhaps is true~
But I still believe in one thing
In Jesus alone I can overcome everything~
Amen

p/s: no comments on everything that happen today and please dun ask

I am back!

Since a long time didn't write any post. It feel like a month ago?
I am not really busy actually just that had sometime for myself.
Here is a summary of my month. XD
1.I going through baptism
2. I joining SEDEX logo design competition
3. Attend a talk that accidentally enlight me? lolz

It kinda short but what I wan say here is.... I maybe fall in love again LOLZ
These few days always wanted to meet her, chat with her and even if can confess le~
Hmmmm...... but is it ok for me? Since I just scare dun wan dwell in my past... Need some advise

All about Him? Her?

Everything in my mind and heart is about her,
Is kinda funny but however everyone will got someone in their own heart
I am pretty sure with this, just that who is the ONE,
he/she can be ur friend, family, partner and etc
For me, I not really sure what kind of status we are now.
Somehow, if there is someone really in ur mind and heart
And everything u done is all about him or her,
Please appreciate him/her and cherish every moment with him/her.
Cheers everyone!

chocolate

I love dark chocolates specially bitter one,
85% cocoa suits me best and it really make me feel happy.
Sometimes I wonder, why I didn't eat anything sweet,
but instead eat something that bitter
and seldom can be accept by someone.
But that make life feel good right?
The bitterness and the slight sweetness in it that make it so unique,
If life is just sweet without bitter u will be easily drunk in it and doesn't feel the real sweetness in it
Is the bitterness that make us noe hw wonderful the sweet taste is... =)