Drunk

Finally it is my semester break which is 2 weeks and much more shorter than previous semester break which is 2 months.

Not really having the holiday mood, everything seems normal to me.
Slept for just 6 hours today lesser than I used to during exam week.
I dream about her too much, I even miss her now. Oh God, I really love drunk @@
I always pray to God that I will let my relationship life to Him and show me signs if that I really can be with her. And I think God tell me to go for it.
However there are few problems and there is some invisible wall in me that make me can't go through it.
Lord pls give me strength to overcome it.