Away

I think I want a break from everything
I want to go away for some time on my own
Meeting new people and new faces maybe

无题

有时，我在想我是不是一个大笨蛋。
我一直都相信她，
我不理会她骗了我多少次，
我不理会她利用我多少次，
我不理会她不理我多少次，
我不理会她生气我多少次，
我不理会她误会我多少次，
我更不理会她现在还爱不爱我。

我几时变得那么的懦弱，我也不知。
我只要平平淡淡的谈恋爱，可能最平淡的才是最难得的吧。。。

I am a fucking retard

I sometimes just wanted to meet her but it seem too hard for her
I sometimes just wanted to talk with her but it seem impossible for her
I sometimes just wanted to walk with her but she seem no time for it
I sometimes just wanted to miss you but you seem doesnt really care
If you doesnt care of any of these why we are being together at the 1st place?
Do my request too much for you?
Do what I want too much?
Others wanted to meet but cant
I wanted to meet but you don't want
Am I the selfish one? or it is both of us? or it just you?
You tell me you are sad and unhappy when i say you when you dont want to meet or chat
but how was my feeling in the 1st place where I having a panther but still seem like dont have and being alone for such a long time?

在烦恼什么？

我们每天都放不下一些事情让我们烦恼着，
也让我们错过了好多在我们身边的快乐，
当我们错过了这些我们转头发现我们到底在烦些什么，
所错过的爱，所错过的陪伴，所错过的青春 到底值得让我们烦恼吗？
别烦一些不需要烦恼的事了， 而是珍惜现在你拥有的，
家人，朋友，爱情， 以及生命。
当你学习珍惜时，你发现你所烦的一切烦恼都没了。
那，
你还在烦恼什么？

Real Steel sketches : Noisy Boy

Recently watched real steel and I feel the noisy boy is really awesome compare to the main character robot (atom), so I draw it! XDXD

 

My Sketch

Original

Bitter day

A bitter day, it will all get erased like this
It will all be forgotten someday
I might smile when the time comes
But I guess I can’t help it right now
Even though the weather is great, my mood is not
I think you’re teasing me, and I get mad
I struggle because of these situations I can’t handle
The exact opposite of me, the world continues spinning as if nothing happened
You were living just fine
It’s not fair, this is unfair
People who look at me while passing by pity me
Nothing goes right
I missed the place where I was supposed to get off at this morning
Because I suddenly thought of you, I got off at a lonesome station
Because it seemed lonely today of all days, tears just kept falling
I walked for a long time like that
I miss you, who I’ve been only hating, yet again
Because the days when I was weak with no strength to hold onto you were so pathetic
A bitter day, it will all get erased like this
It will all be forgotten someday
I might smile when the time comes
But I guess I can’t help it right now
I can’t do anything
Even though I’m sad because I’m thinking of you again right now
Even though it will be difficult, I’ll keep trying to erase you
No matter what I say, it will sound like an excuse
Even if I say that all of this was for you
Because you were too good for me
Because I was uncomfortable as if I were wearing clothes that didn’t match me
You’re beautiful, but you withered away from me
How do you think I felt while looking at that?
We should have just never started
I shouldn’t have looked into your eyes that first time
I thought I would be carefree once I let you go, but that wasn’t the case
My mind understands that we’ve separated
But my heart doesn’t want to accept it
Missing you and trying to erase you, it repeats every day
I’ll be the one to take all the pain
I’d like it if you were just happy
So that the choice I make now doesn’t go to waste
So that I don’t regret it
I’ll always pray for you
A bitter day, it will all get erased like this
It will all be forgotten someday
I might smile when the time comes
But I guess I can’t help it right now
I can’t do anything
Even though I’m sad because I’m thinking of you again right now
Even though it will be difficult, I’ll keep trying to erase you
It’ll be forgotten little by little
When time passes, I’ll be able to smile and reminisce
Instead of that common saying that time heals everything
Tell me something that actually works
You can receive so much more love than what you got from me
You’re as beautiful as ever
You said we’d be together forever
In the end, we’re the same as others
A bitter day, it will all get erased like this
It will all be forgotten someday
That day will come

Reply

Just found out I can actually acting stupid in a way that I don't know anything.
However there is always a limit of it.
I may act stupid and don't look pass it.
But please just don't over my limit.
May god continue to strengthen me, to be more patient on everything and the passion on Him.