无题

有时，我在想我是不是一个大笨蛋。
我一直都相信她，
我不理会她骗了我多少次，
我不理会她利用我多少次，
我不理会她不理我多少次，
我不理会她生气我多少次，
我不理会她误会我多少次，
我更不理会她现在还爱不爱我。

我几时变得那么的懦弱，我也不知。
我只要平平淡淡的谈恋爱，可能最平淡的才是最难得的吧。。。

I am a fucking retard

I sometimes just wanted to meet her but it seem too hard for her
I sometimes just wanted to talk with her but it seem impossible for her
I sometimes just wanted to walk with her but she seem no time for it
I sometimes just wanted to miss you but you seem doesnt really care
If you doesnt care of any of these why we are being together at the 1st place?
Do my request too much for you?
Do what I want too much?
Others wanted to meet but cant
I wanted to meet but you don't want
Am I the selfish one? or it is both of us? or it just you?
You tell me you are sad and unhappy when i say you when you dont want to meet or chat
but how was my feeling in the 1st place where I having a panther but still seem like dont have and being alone for such a long time?

在烦恼什么？

我们每天都放不下一些事情让我们烦恼着，
也让我们错过了好多在我们身边的快乐，
当我们错过了这些我们转头发现我们到底在烦些什么，
所错过的爱，所错过的陪伴，所错过的青春 到底值得让我们烦恼吗？
别烦一些不需要烦恼的事了， 而是珍惜现在你拥有的，
家人，朋友，爱情， 以及生命。
当你学习珍惜时，你发现你所烦的一切烦恼都没了。
那，
你还在烦恼什么？