All about Him? Her?

Everything in my mind and heart is about her,
Is kinda funny but however everyone will got someone in their own heart
I am pretty sure with this, just that who is the ONE,
he/she can be ur friend, family, partner and etc
For me, I not really sure what kind of status we are now.
Somehow, if there is someone really in ur mind and heart
And everything u done is all about him or her,
Please appreciate him/her and cherish every moment with him/her.
Cheers everyone!

chocolate

I love dark chocolates specially bitter one,
85% cocoa suits me best and it really make me feel happy.
Sometimes I wonder, why I didn't eat anything sweet,
but instead eat something that bitter
and seldom can be accept by someone.
But that make life feel good right?
The bitterness and the slight sweetness in it that make it so unique,
If life is just sweet without bitter u will be easily drunk in it and doesn't feel the real sweetness in it
Is the bitterness that make us noe hw wonderful the sweet taste is... =)

Best of Me

I wanna get the best out of me,
I wanna be the best not on myself but with God in it,
I prayed, that I dun wan be anyone else,
I dun wanna be someone that is not me,
Everyone got their own potential,
own gifts,
own blessing,
own grace,
own experience,
I wanna be the best of me with God will.
Lord may u clear my mind from confusion mist,
Lord may u clear my doubt,
Hinder me from evil thoughts, tongue and actions.
In Jesus name I can~
Amen

伤

如果你要有希望就不要一直推开我，
不是我让你失望而是你让了我们两人失望。
如果你当初心软，
希望我们俩还能在一起的话你不会对我说两次那句伤害我的话。
我知道你是会有那样的举动可是你会不会觉得应该时候不要那样了。
因为我们两都会失去我们当初爱的感觉了。
很多人一直叫我放弃，
但我一直守着那份我们当初的感觉。
你可能没发现，
我的钥匙圈上的吊饰是你编制给我的，
我一直一直带在身上，
为何呢?
哭也哭了，
我还是守候你，
直到你找到你的幸福

Giving up

I think is the time for me to give up,
Although I always hope that somehow we will be together again,
Although I always hope that someday I can smile with you again,
I think is true what elden tell me,
God will not do something that lead both of us suffer,
Maybe is time for me to give up and accept it as God plan,
Maybe if you see this post,
you will think I am a person easy in giving up on u,
U will think I not care about you,
Or even the feeling of thinking me as someone that,
"wanted you when I want, and kick you away when I dun wan you."
But I think i don't want dwell with past anymore.
I am sorry, I think u deserve better,
Life need to move on, right?
There is too much thing you don't know about me,
There is too much thing even myself also don't know.
But Lord Father, I know You understand me the most,
You plan the best for me and her.

Forgotten Fairytale

There is no good ending in real life,

We always seek for it but what we found is actually a broken dream,

We always forgotten the fairytale,

the childhood memories,

that always brings happiness,

When we eventually grow up, we found out that,

Reality is sucks.

We tend to run to our dream world,

don't want to face the fact that world is cruel.

God, please blessed me,

God, please have grace on me,

God, please forgive me,

God, please let me having the heart of child,

to accept, to be faithful on you.

Just like a fairytale to have the good ending,

Living happily ever after in Your grace.

To be eternal with you, serve you, praise you, and worship you.

Amen

呐喊！

第一次以华语写部落格，多怪不怪那些不会华文的抱歉了。

我心里很沉闷，那就喊吧！
喊了许久。。。
干！我喊了但还不痛快啊。。。

我心里很急躁，那就放慢脚步。
我慢得连蜗牛都嫌我慢了。。。
干！但我还是烦。

我心里很迷茫，那就冷静下来。
沉思了许久。。。
干！我还是很迷糊。

过了许久，时间也那样过去，逃跑了很久，我明知我逃避。。
逃避着过去，逃避着自己，逃避着现实。。。

心里的呐喊。

心里的迷茫。

心里的恐惧。

心里的悲哀。

心里的沉重。

我还是面对不了自己的另一个我。我害怕的是自己，而不是其他人。

Home Coming

Just went back to Melaka last weekend.
The purpose of me going back can be say many bah,

1. Accompany Min Min go Melaka since she wan to visit her grandmom
2. Meet my friends specially Ah Chu
3. Eat bak chang
4. watch movie bah~ XD

When look back Melaka, found out it was like just yesterday I coming back, everything still the same. Melaka still is my home sweet home bah, although need a 6 hour trip but I still willing to come back.

During this trip get to watch X-men 1st class at the new jusco cinema... LOLZ it is still better than the Ipoh Cinema~

This trip kinda great for me although keep myself at house most of the time, but really have a nice chat with mom. During the road trip is not boring too since gt Min Min accompany me to chat.

It also my 1st time experience reach UTP at 4 am and soaked with rain water... haha~ dun care bah~ XD

Thx God I reached safely...